CrystalAee

If you could only say the words I need to hear, if you could only comfort me now. If you could only hold me like I did for you, if only I needn't show you how. If only my heart weren't made of coal, so rough and easy to heat. If only I could learn to love if only my demands you could meet. If only I could hear the words from you which would put my heart at rest. If only just once you could console my needs, I could manage this ache in my chest. If only I couldn't lead this life full of loneliness and sorrow. If only you could be my rock something to lean on 'til tomorrow. If only you were the air I breathed, if only I felt that way. If

Help me keep that fire Lit in your soul Let me keep the burn Hot in your heart I want to keep your lips Looking red and bruised Your face flushed in love, Just from my kisses I’m trying to keep your hands Trembling and weak Echoing your feelings Your vulnerability, how sweet Your voice when you say my name, So soft and hesitant I want to hear you whisper it Every night we’re together Help me keep burning Inside your heart and lungs For as long as I’m lit inside I’m home.

White noise Staring me in the face. Dark colors Illuminating the place. What are we, When we hide? If not cowards Who failed, tried. What is this, That we hold so dear What is comfort, Enhanced with fear? An uneasy truce Dark with we. We who fear, We who be. White noise Cancelling out An insane cry A helpless shout. What are we, With dark cornered minds? Depths of evil, The recesses struck blind. We who are bound, Caged within. We who are human, Our shields worn thin. We who cower, In a self preserved state... We who fight silently Against what is "too late."

In my mind I see you Just standing there. In my mind, you are unchanged Skin so fair Eyes so blue Lips so red Words so sweet. In my mind, You hold my hand Touch my feet with the tips of your toes. Your tiny toes. In my mind, we are happy just us two. In my mind, I dwell slow, staying in the past. Past the horror, The unhappy sorrow Of our future. In my mind, Forever engraved memories, lies your face. Blue, blue eyes. Red, soft lips. Sweet, sweet words. Everlasting love only for me. You love me. In my mind, You lie unchanged So it's safe. As my mind Unhinges in years to come You remain there So it's ok, My sanity lost. My unfocu

Such a small bit of breath To say the words that just might Shatter a heart. Such a careless intent Or perhaps a passionate declaration To shatter a world. It takes such little effort, Such little thought To run a spear through Someone's perception. It took a short walk, A few harsh words, and A moment's silence to do all three. It took so little breath, So very little care, to ram reality right through me. It might take months, Or maybe it might take years. I'll never forget what you cost me, Or all the tears I cried. It just doesn't take much To be the undoing of someone Without even a thought. Just a little breath, Of someone who

Mocking The blank page taunts me I hear it whisper "You can't write. Who are you, to think You have the right? Talentless person… To write is to know. You know nothing." I'm trembling, Because it's true. Who am I, to write? I'm just a human. I'm not an ethereal creature, I can't spout a clever quip I'm not a talented hero Saving the world through thin and thick. "Just a human," The page laughs now I'm just a human, With no talent but my thoughts. Nothing but feelings and words. I sit up straighter, Suddenly struck with light No talent indeed, No talent but to write. To write is to know; I know. I know how t

When there are no words, No sympathy, no love In a place you thought, You –needed- to be safe If the looks become too much, Nowhere to truly breathe Losing grip on gravity, Your hold slips… And you need to leave; I suggest you start running. Leave it all behind, Air rushing through your lungs, Heart beating in time To my arms, I ask you Burrow deep and stay. Love will not expire here You only needed to find your way, Only your way. In a world of tiny, Miniscule little hurts It's easy to build up But not recognize the worst. I need a haven, A place full of sunny warmth. You need a home, To be taken care of w

These words dig in deep In every corner truth will seep Breaking hearts and damaging souls Watching worlds spin out of control Holding on to what isn't there Pretending for someone who doesn't care Begging God for those feelings back Meanwhile, fighting off a panic attack Terrified of being alone Knowing that place isn't home Nowhere to go, nowhere to be Searching for something no one can see Just wanting space, but wanting heart Cursing oneself for falling apart Showing weakness by letting him in Fighting hard, holding up your chin The guards went down, and look at you now For someone else, you bend and bow Twisting and tur

Games, games, of which we play Games, games, the only way Games, games, liars who burn Liars who cheat, who never learn. Pain searing, reaching deep Lies scarring, in pain they steep Still they lie, more and more Tipping and balancing an infinite score. Running straight and true in line, Coursing through practice, life, and time Failing those who covet it most Poisoning anyone, no matter the host Hope faulting, falling short To this evil power, misery's cohort What once was, will live again The good is there, just one to ten We all fall, we all give in Proving true what is, was also then Faith exists, but little is for you